it's the animal... the animal instinct...

haha, dont bother about that. just a song that's been stuck in my head (:
broke fast at ameera's place just now
was damn full
and it was amusing watching aneesa and ameera playing the RED guitar
HAHAHA
watched the last part of Bring it On and ate Grilled Prawns and Pepper flavoured Pringles. it was nice (:

my heart was unbearably aching when my grandmother talked so lowly of me while eating infront of everyone. so, i only do housework ONCE IN A WHILE huh? and my brother's been doing THE DISHES and VACUUMING THE HOUSE when we didnt have a maid huh? I DO WORK ONCE IN A WHILE! CHECK THAT OUT! HAH! she must have been damn proud. and she must be joking! my brother cant even wash MY dishes for me, she said he did the dishes! and dont tell me she's never seen me cleaning up the house, hanging the clothes, folding the clothes, IRONING THE CLOTHES, etc?! SHE HATES ME DOESNT SHE? I know i dont do them all the time, but she made me seem like a lazy girl who doesnt do housework. bahs.

AH, why is everyone being an ass today?! my sister is SO bodek-ing! she probably complained to my mom so that i'll off the computer RIGHT now just so that she can go to sleep because she doesnt dare to sleep on her own. why must i off the comp when my mom allowed my brother to play the xbox?

GRAAAH, THIS MUST BE PMS. I HATE THIS.

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WAAAA!! just when i thought i can maintain period-less for just 29 - 3 = 26DAYS! i got it today and looks like ill have to pay back alot after raya! SIGH. looking on the bright side, at least i dont have to wake up early in the morning and eat alot! REJOICE. lmao.

anyways, today is supposedly the last day of school. we had a mass irish dance which didnt go very well, thanks to the unsupportive people, like me, for instant. haha. i guess the response was pretty screwed.

baked honeyed cornflakes just now. the shop near my house doesnt sell baking chocolate, so i cant make the chocolate coated cornflakes! daaaymn. at least i know what to do tomorrow. heh.

i feel like going to the library, but i dont feel like going out because im have the cramps.



i wanna read that book so badly. the pink one. (:
but im not allowed to borrow it.
how shitty is that?
cant i get any privilleges or anything?
DAYMN.




anyway, enjoy some hilarious sights of some people during the mass dance. hehe.

scratch that, uh!

yeah kengleong, U DA MAN!

uhm, is he famous for that or what? nice shorts.

NIZZAM! weeheee~! haha

and here are the non-hilarious pics. hurhur.

ok im lazy to put more. if interested (harhar), please do check out the photos under one of my photo links over there --->

oh and cheryl, i wish you the very best in everything you do! hope you'll work MUCH HARDER this time round and succeed in the future! (: i'll miss ya! ;)


much love,
madhiah

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HEY.
i guess yesterday was pretty dull. heh
i am pretty much alright now
i was probably a little to worried or something.
heh

OH MAN, i was reading "Rachel's Holiday" by Marian Keyes or smth like that just now in the school library and i got so absorbed that i felt like borrowing it. IT'S SO SADDENING BECAUSE I CANT BORROW IT! AND IVE TO PAY A FINE OF $3.10 WHEN I DIDNT EVEN BORROW THOSE BLOODY BOOKS! waaaaaaaa!!! just when i was gonna pick up reading as my hobby AGAIN. boohoo.

watched Virgin just now.
it's an indonesian movie and it was FANTABULOUSLY WONDERFUL!
i love it.
SO MUCH
thanks munirah for lending it to me (:
ive been watching movies almost everyday now.
ive been thinking of starting a movie collection or something
but, i guess i should reconsider
imagine all the money i will have to use to buy VCDs!
i could buy a WHOLE NEW WARDROBE.
i guess.
HAHAHAHHA.
crap

got back my report book just now (:
i am greatly contented with it.
God has answered my prayers, yet again.
i got what i wished for.
a top ten position in class.
Thank GOD. (:
and i got a Silver for NAPFA?!
like.... HAHAAHHAAHAH totally unexpected. heh

last day of school tmrw, but not really.
WE'RE OFFICIALLY FULLY BOOKED TILL LIKE 14TH NOVEMBER FOR REMEDIALS!
oh man oh man oh man.
how SHITTY can life get.
haha
baru sikit..

OKAY, talking to Sarah Marlena is totally madness man.
ahaha
totally unexpectable, once again.
LMAO.

I WANNA GO TO THE LIBRARY LA.
I AM DEPRIVED TO READING.
my uncle who came to my house just now told me to READ more and watch EDUCATIONAL television programmes and SPEAK UP more to improve on my English Language after looking at my results.
i shall TRY to do all those though i must admit, i dont watch much tv.
HEHEH

i FEEL like skipping school tmrw.
but... bahs, i need to clear up my fine, return my report book, etc.
SIGH

hmmmm...
I LOVE ROTI BOYAN!
i know that is SO RANDOM but ahhh! (((::
will be making those honeyed cornflakes and cornflakes coated with chocolate tmrw.
didnt do it today becos my mom told me not to?
haha

oh well, before i start to BORE you further, i shall excuse myself now.
FAREWELL!
lmao

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tears welled up as i thought about things i shouldnt be thinking.
i am fairly disappointed.
it's like an opportunity slipping just like that.
when else? :'(
i guess these days had been pretty emotional even though i dont really show it, i guess.
i am not only disappointed because of the cancellation, but also because of some other stuff.
i feel that there is more than what i am thinking.
the disappointment goes beyond imagination.
i feel like my heart is being crushed but im not sure what the cause is.
it could have been because of the male species, academic wise, future plannings, what my heart is telling me and... bahs, everything.
i know i shouldnt be behaving this way but... sigh
ive been trying very hard to feel how others feel that i dont think i know the exact term of what im feeling now as it could be a concoction of everything.
i am so gonna work out to release tension.
so long.

Blogged @ 2:27:00 PM




GOOOOOD MORNING to everyone
ive decided to move from pitas to blogspot because pitas is being such a pain in the you-kn0w-where.
hehe

so how's the FRESH NEW LOOK?
lmao
and ZOMBIE by THE CRANBERRIES is currently stuck IN MY HEAAAD.
aaahhhhhhh!!
and im so not supposed to be dwlding ANYMORE but the temptations are irresistable that the mouse on my computer screen is being manoeuvered in such a way that the search button is being clicked on to download more songs. geddit geddit? haha
ok neeveerrr miiiinnd..

but you see it's not me
its not my family
in your head, in your head
they're fighting
with their tanks, and their bombs,
and their bombs and their guns
they are cryin'!

in your head, in your head
zombie! zombie! zombie-ie-ie!
what's in your head? in you heaaad.
zombie! zombie! zombie-ie-ie-oh!

OKAYY you get the point.
AAAAHHHHHHHHHH!
i shall zombie-ised myself now.
goodbye.
HAHA


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